Jared *sniff*

[angelnetgirl]

JARED *CRIES LOUDLY* I know I am supposed to me mature about this, and be all *oh it’s good for Jared’s career* but I can’t be just yet. Just let me have my moment to be upset about this, I am thoroughly and deeply depressed and a tad pissed off, I’m not pissed at anyone just the situation.  I love Jared and none of this post is meant as bashing in anyway, but I feel better after a little vent, you know what this means now though, I am going to have to shell out on more money for the con the Jared is going to come back for :)  I will always love Jared and Jensen whatever they do!

 

I was soo over excited about seeing J2, Padackles or whatever you want to call them in the flesh, being a rampant RPSer and Wincest fan this was my every dream come true (should have know really huh). 

 

Jared just brings out the best in Jensen (and vice versa), he is just so much more comfortable when he is around, I really don’t know how keen he will be on dealing with about 600 fan girls on his own, I am keeping everything crossed that he still goes but honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if I am even further disappointed by this con. 

 

I know lots of people out there are happy to go whatever happens and meet up with people and have a blast, I really have spent too much money on it not to go (wouldn’t get money back for Train, Hotels in Glasgow, don’t know about plane to Birmingham etc) but there better be some damn impressive replacement guests if I have to travel all that way, I want KRIPKE and JDM please, might sooth my fangirl heart. Meg is all and good, but she aint no Jared :(, saying that she is better than Tania or Eric hee. Tom Welling, Michael Rosembaum and Kane would be good replacements.

 

All I can say is I feel terrible for all the Jared girls out there, I am really a Jensen/Dean girl but I wanted Jared too damn it, I am Dean/Sam and Jared/Jensen girl after all, and I know as bad as I feel you guys must be worse, hugs to all the inconsolable Jared/Sam girls, I’m with you. 

 

The funny thing is I love Thomas Kinkade, I know lots of you aren’t fans but he does produce beautiful paintings. Yeah he is very religious, I don’t share his views and it doesn’t stop me from enjoying his work. It’s the way he captures light and how the paintings change in different light sources that get me. Saying that thought I still think this is a strange choice for Jared, I know he is a huge artist in the states and the cast is amazing but is this the direction he wants his career to take, as long as the other 2 films don’t affect Supernatural! Why did these films have to happen now, Jensen better not get the same idea, seriously.  I know Jared cant change when the film is made, just ignore me, I will feel better after this little strop *grins*

 

Basically last night after I got the news I sat and read the forum for a bit, then went to hid up the stairs and eat the rest of my Easter egg, my brother managed to piss me right off by coming down and piping up “Well the other guy could cancel now”. To which I basically told him to shut the fuck up and go back up the stairs. He has the knack for saying the worst thing possible, I already know that, I don’t need to hear it from someone else who doesn’t even understand anything about the con. How would he feel if a huge band he was going to see at a gig just cancelled, not very happy I would bet.

 

I can’t wait for work to be over so I can go home and be miserable. Just to add to the fun it’s also torture time of the month so that doesn’t help. Hopefully there won’t be any more cancellations tonight, I kinda want to know for sure that Jensen is going, it’s only like 4 weeks away.

Ok I am home now and I feel better, I am eagerly awaiting more announcements about new guests.  I just pray that Jensen goes our you might have a really unhappy fan girl on your hands.